Day 20

Oh, how the pain surges through my body like an animal eats and churns my insides out as I am abused and nearly killed by O'Brien. How could he abuse and torture me with such maliciousness? I do not care about my crimes anymore, or two plus two makes four, but that the pain will go away. And when it stopped, I am sure that O'Brien is right and I am wrong. Whether the Party holds up four fingers or five fingers or three fingers, what is said goes, and is not to be questioned, because the Party is RIGHT. No matter which side the Party is on, they are always, always on the right side.