Day 24

How could I go my whole life without realizing that Big Brother is only helping me! I love him, and my insolence has shielded my eyes for forty years, but now I understand. He has made the world a better place, and two plus two DOES make five. I cannot believe I ever loved a woman. That is against Ingsoc and against my beliefs. I reconnected with Julia and she is no longer the beauty she used to be; only an old, stiff woman. As the victory news rings out on the telescreen, I praise the victory I have won inside my heart.